TriWulvbaen

Hey guys, I‘m so sorry I haven’t done much lately. Few weeks ago I was very ill with chesty cough and temperature thats been going around. Don’t worry, it wasn’t COVID. Ever since I was a baby I’ve always been prone to catching chesty coughs, of croup as we call it. But now I feel like I‘m struggling with myself inside. I know I‘m gonna sound very strange, but I feel like I want to have a more spiritual connection with whatever high being there is. I understand if some of you don’t believe in any of it which I take no offence at all. I myself do love science and find the universe interesting and all that. I’m not one of those people who will go around preaching, I‘m very against it. But I feel sad and kinda lost, almost abandoned. I really feel like I don’t know who I really am, and whenever people tell me good things like I’m amazing, they love me and all that, I just feel like I want to cry. There have been times in the past where I’ve thought about what if I ended it all, imagine